Stressful isnt the word

I think this has been one of the most hectic weeks of my life...

For about a week and a half my dog hasnt been able to pee fully it would drip out and you could tell that he was struggling with getting it out. So on tues (8/31) i took him to the vet to see what the problem was. She said that it could possibly be a bladder infection but she was gonna stick a catheter(sp?) in there to make sure (sounds painful right?..my dog was like oh no thats not goin up my wee wee lol) but it wouldnt go up all the way so now things are getting worse and she calls an animal hospital and says that he is gonna need SURGERY!!!

At this point im getting scared because idk what to expect and if it the news i get at the animal hospital is gonna be worse. My father and i get to the hospital and the doctors take my dog in the back to do some blood work and x-rays. They found some stones in his bladder and stones that looked like they were tryna pass through but got stuck which caused his pee to drip out. The doctor also said that because he is a pug and the breed as a whole has breathing problems and my dog happens to have it worse than other pugs. This surgery requires him to have anesthesia and the doctor was telling me this horrible story about a pug that stopped breathing while he was having surgery!! in my mind im like WTF lady why would you tell me something like this and there is no other alternative as far as removing the stones!! At this point im ready to take my dog and RUN out the door but i know that i cant because i want him to get better.

His surgery was the next morning and i was scared out of my mind...i prayed every minute i could and didnt sleep much because it was so much on my mind..the thought of possibly losing my dog was one of the scariest things i have been faced with in a very long time. At 230 i got a call from the hospital and i didnt know what to expect....they said that everything went well and that he was in a oxygen cage to help his breathing!! :)) I was so excited and glad and thankful and extremely blessed!! My dog was about to come back home and I couldnt want anything more :) Prayer def works especially if you do it every wakin minute lol all i could say was thank you God.

Hes walkin around the house and throwing up his leg to pee like he doesnt have stitches in lol but as long as he is better then im happy lol i know that this is a long post but hey i had to share this moment lol so thanks for lending you eyes :)

Hugs and Love from me and my dog!!

a little this a little that and some outsourcing lol

So its been a while since i blogged and you def havent missing anything..this life of mine...someone has pushed the pause button on my life and im so close to pushing play but it seems that something is standing in the way. Not quite sure what it is but im determined to kick it to the curb very soon. OK enough of the debbie downer phase lol its off my chest and im better :)

Buuuuut anyway funny story of my life today..

im on the phone tryna return something and the customer service rep is prolly from another country of something (im guessing hes indian or something but idk)...anyway he told me to hold while he puts it into the system...blah blah blah...

next thing i know this man says to me " So..hows the weather..?" o_O LMAO excuse me? what just happend here? lol so im like "its raining here" hoping that the convo ends there because i really dnt feel like being on the phone and not in the mood for the small talk. He then says to me " Oh! thats good hasnt it been hot lately?" I currently have a stuck face like ok this convo isnt ending anytime soon lol and then the next thing i start thinking of is the new show called "Outsourced" lmao and how that show is currently my life or atleast for the 10 mins i was on the phone with him lol

he was nice tho haha :)

Shoppin and Fooling around :)

this past week consisted of me shopping and spendin some QT with my mom :) monday i went out by myself just to get out and shop alone. Its therapeutic and always makes me feel better about watever is goin on in my life. I bought a dress that i am in love with and i cant wait to wear it and a tank that says " All good things come to those that wait" i thought that was a pretty appropriate shirt that perfectly explained how ive been feeling about life these past few months!

Wed is my moms day off so we went shopping again!! lol but for food and other household items and we went to this new housing development that had beautiful and large homes for $280k not bad considering the fact that the cost of living on dc is $500k and up! but anyway took some pics!! enjoy!

my new shirt :)

me and my mom lols love her

took this while i was drivin thought it was beautiful

Shopping releases sooo much stress and anxiety about things so if you need some "ME TIME" then this is what you should do..or if not this then just get away from the troubles of life and breathe :)

Dont Forget to Smile

Hugs and Love!